Before Sunrise
One time, I read Rara’s blog, and I saw many beautiful quotes taken from a movie, called ‘Before Sunrise’ and ‘Before Sunset’.
I asked my boyfriend to look for those movies and shared the movies with me.
I just had a chance to watch it just now,
and the movie took place in Vienna, a city that is really similar to Trieste, which is understandable as they were both under the same emperor back in several ages ago.
The buildings, the architecture, the cafes, the square or piazza in Italian, they are all so similar… and just remind me of Trieste.. as a matter of fact, Vienna or Wien is only a couple hours away from Trieste.
Back to the story; when the sunrise comes, when the characters have to say good bye to each other, when Celine has to get on the train going back to Paris, while Jesse has to go back to the US, I could say I completely understand how it feels.. as my love story with Dami began in that kind of way as well..
When we didn’t know whether we would ever see each other again, we were afraid, we were telling ourselves that it doesn’t make sense to have this relationship, but deep inside our hearts, we know that we are made for each other.
Until now, we still don’t know how we will ever be together, and every time I had to say good bye, my heart was broken into pieces, literally broken.. and I always wished the night before would never become a morning.
I guess if we aren’t together eventually, anything about Europe, Italy, the language, the city, would kill me.
I had such good times in Italy, I have a very strong feeling for this guy. He’s not perfect, he’s annoying, he’s temperamental, but I know he has such a good heart.
I was kinda regretting that I was not grateful during my last visit, now I know, how important it is to enjoy every moment as you will never be able to get it back.
I’m grateful of the love we have now, even though we might not have it anymore in the future, I will not regret any single thing in our relationship, it is beautiful.
Thanks Dami, for every single day that you re still mine.
