Next destinations:
India, South America, like Chile or Brazil or Argentina, Mongolia (somehow I really want to visit this place), back to the US, Qatar or United Arab Emirates, can I can I? Please….
I’m done with Europe, living 3 months (not straight) in Italy killed my fascination about this continent. In the end, Europe is Europe, castles, caves, medieval buildings, country side like in our fairy tale books, an old man cutting a tree surrounded by green green grass and a few cows, and sheep. Well.. I might miss Italy, sometimes in the future, but not in 2-3 years I guess.
I feel like I have been sleeping and living comfortable life in the last one year or two, I didn’t challenge myself much, I was to focused on thinking, balancing my life, finding the answers, etc…. I just feel like I’m like a snail and thinking doesn’t get me anywhere, except it makes your life even harder as you get more frustrated with the life. The more you think, the more complicated your life is. Fuck off the new age, the metaphysics, and the whole lot of statements about the universe, about how we should approach life and how we should live our life. All of them tend to babysit you and tell you that everything is gonna be OK, and you will be like a baby waiting for something to fall to its place by itself. Well.. some of their approaches are not all bad too, but believing in them without criticising further is just another fallacy of your life. I come to the conclusion that live your life in your own way… Don’t make yourself suffer too much, don’t stress yourself, be happy, but be responsible..
My statement above is rather abstract and not logical, or maybe inconsistent, I don’t care and I don’t want to check it…
I’m gonna change my way of life, I’m going to recycle my life, if that’s actually possible, I just wanna take a different approach and see how it goes.
