January 08 2012

Oh hey.. I found the answers

I’m 23 years old and I have been in 7 relationships and a few flings before I met my current boyfriend. 

I dated my first boyfriend when I was 11 years old, and since then, I have almost never been single. I usually found a new boyfriend after a couple of weeks or even less than a week after I broke up. The longest period of me being single was 7 months, but even within those months, I had 3 flings.

Interestingly, all the relationships I had were not a short-term relationship. Most of them lasted for more than a year.

and people keep asking me, why I seem to move on easily?

The answer is because the break-up was a process, not an instant decision. It always took me ages before I finally decided to break up with my boyfriend. I usually could tell if I was unhappy, but I kept going with the relationship until a certain point when I was already heartless and didn’t care anymore with the relationship. Therefore, it’s easy for me to change boyfriend after the official date of the break-up as I had my broken-heart period long before it. 

Lucky me that I could easily find a new boyfriend. However, I’m not proud of it. The number of boyfriends I had only appears to me as a fact that I didn’t know what I was looking for, I kept falling for a false guy over and over. 

It took me 7 relationships before I knew what I want.

I didn’t regret it either.. All of these relationships have taught me to be a good girlfriend.

If that’s what it takes to be who I am now, I won’t change my past. 

It’s very hard to describe how happy I am with my current boyfriend. Partly because I thought I was happy with my last relationship, but it turned out that I was wrong, I was deceiving myself that I was happy. Therefore now I’m more careful in describing my relationship. 

Anyhow, I hope this one will work… :D 

I love waking up in his arms every morning.. I love seeing him at home.. I love going to the park with him… cooking together, hanging out, playing games.. and many more.. 

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