Breaking-up with my loved one
I broke up with Dami a week ago, but we just have settled the issues this morning when he finally let me go.
We got along very well and there’s no particular issues that triggered our break-up.
The reason was I suddenly felt the urge to be free and explore my life.
I have been someone’s girlfriend for quite a long time, one boyfriend after another.
I haven’t built my career yet. Well, it depends on what career is, or put it in other words, I haven’t had my real working experience.
I still have doubts that he is the one. I’m still considering him if he’s the one or not. I would like to know myself more, find out what I really want, what I’m looking for from a man, and decide whether he’s my only or not. For this reason, I need time to be on my own.
I’m not ready to move to Italy, working and living there. I’m not ready to get married.
It might be a stupid decision to leave a man who really loves me, who wants to marry me and be with me, but I love my life more. I only have one life, and I want to get the most out of it.
In addition, the change from in a relationship to friendship is not too bad at all. It was really hard for him at first, and it broke my heart too, but this morning, I feel relieved when he said that he respects my decision and he adores my personality. He said, it’s still difficult for him, but he would love to see me become the woman I would like to be.
and one day, I will come to Italy again Dami :-)
I’m single and I’m happy. It’s more because I have made a conscious decision about my life, not living in fears that I wouldn’t ever find a good guy and get married late. This is my life, and I take the risks, until I see you again Dami.
You were the biggest love in my life, the biggest part of my days in the last 1 year and 7 months. The times we spent together were the happiest times in my life. I like you and I love you. Wish you all the best and see you some day amore.
P.s.: You have made me the woman I would like to be and you made me feel special as the woman you fought for to be your wife. Knowing that someone would like to marry you is a wonderful feeling. Thank you Dami.
You’ll always be in my heart. Ciao!
