Just a random thought
Something weird about myself in recent days, sometimes, I got too happy and even happier than usual.
I don’t know whether it is weird or not cos I am almost always happy.. but what makes me thinking is I consumed a malaria pill few days ago, which is said to have psychological side effects. The effects, however, are supposed to be down feeling, but what happens to me is totally the opposite!
I’m trying to find reasons why I’m happy, and I got the list of them, then I convince myself that I’m normal, but yeah, still confused with the malaria pill I mentioned above.
And another random thought is I have a love issue at the moment. In regard to the present condition, I was supposed to be disappointed or sad or whatever, but in opposite, I’m happy…. am I weird? I think I know the answer of this confusing feeling, I think I know what truly makes me happy and being in this kind of relationship does not make me happy cos it’s not what I want. Then, when I don’t spend time for this relationship, I feel so much better and happier. Nothing wrong with the person. Indeed, he is really nice and fun, but I just don’t like the relationship I have with him.
And I’m excited to jet off soon to Cameroon… Woo-hoo!!! I’ll be meeting new people with new experience and new environment with new camera… what a life!
Can’t wait any longer….. truly…
